Let Go of the BULLXXXX

There comes a time in our lives when we have to cut the bullxxxx.
Do you know what I mean when I say bullxxxx?
All of the things that you choose to hold on to that serve you no further purpose.
You know those thoughts that flood your mind, the negative thoughts from way back when.

You know those bad bad feelings that caused you pain 10 years ago.
When was the last time you forgave.
When was the last time you cried from the pits of your stomach to release stuff contained.

Refusing to let go huh?
Maybe you don’t know how to let go?
Are you even conscious of the continuous pain you put yourself through.
Day and night
Same shit, different day.
Are you not tired now?
I mean how much longer can you go through this, like this?
Why are you afraid of revealing the true condition of your heart
Your heart is bleeding, breaking?
I told you material things would never serve you long time purpose.
You thought owning your own home would do it huh?
Fill that gap, that void within
Did you think, buying a new ride would continuously fill that space?
You have returned to ground Zero
The point of no return
Only one place to go from here
And that is inward
Before you can receive you have to give to yourself
Its time to let go
The Pain, the negative thoughts and feelings
Take ownership of who you are, who you want to be.
Allow the death to take place so that you can be resurrected
You are bearing your cross, soon time to cross over the road, on to the other side
Do something you have never done before
Something you have always wanted to do but never had the confidence to do it.
Change
Transform
Be who you need to be
In the time that you have to be you
It really doesn’t matter what anyone thinks about you
It matters what you think of yourself
Will you choose to live or will you continue living in complete denial of yourself
Choose Life
Let go of the bullxxxx!

Dakini Goddess
(aka Ms B.L.U)
Namaste