WHO AM I?

Who and what I am still remain's a mystery to myself, so to try and explain me to you will remain a mystery. I am who I am in this moment of being.

My passion is seeking truth, reality, spirituality and high-self. The truth is not something that can be discovered through knowledge alone but rather through experience which leads you to the concept of knowing. The truth has to be experienced and can never be said.

In order to find truth for yourself, everything must be questioned and I cannot leave any thing unturned. The plan for the rest of my earthly life is to strip away all illusions & delusions and to find the real answers of who and what I truly am. I know this will require a deeper understanding of myself and that is done through serious self discovery.

If you know the ego, it is our false self and must be released to understand truth, but it doesn't want to leave and knows us well.

In my mind I travel within the particles still attaching itself to fractions of the past.
Into the past I travel, the transport being my emotions and my feelings.
The ride is long, painful and familiar.
Thsi journey reminds me of dejavue.
I think I know how it all ends.
It ends in pain and destruction.
I guess thats one side of looking at it.
The other side is that experience brings forth learning, leading to growth.

But why do I feel like I shouldn't be on this journey again?
I do know a lesson is repeated until it is learned.
Have i not learned this lesson?

Answer
Take control of mind, words and deeds.
Direct your focus, channel your desires to the places that assists your growth.
Know what you need and do not allow any distraction.
What you want might make you cry and what you need might pass you by.

I AM NEVER ALONE....

Ms B.L.U
(Dakini Goddess)
namaste